I know I'm only like 37 years old but I've been thinking about how crazy living funerals are like could I host one when I'm like 40? Would that be too narcissistic?

It could be fun. I'd go to someone else's no matter what their age was but it's also a reminder to say to people what you think about them while they're still with us. Say the thing and don't wait until they're gone to be kind.